finally , a lame post .

well, ive been pretty busy lately ,

EXAMS.EXAMS.EXAMS 

grr,so freaking stressed with it .

privated my blog after realizing that my siblings have been stalking me,

zzz what an ass.live your own life.

gah,planned to go watch stepup3D with a lot of ppl today,

sadly , we found out the movie has not been released yet,yay.

so planned to watch expandables, but then last minute everyone can't go.

well , almost everyone.

had to call enessa twice to confirm if she's going ,

nice talkin to ya,

wanted them to go badly,even offered them transport,

but still cant :(

Hmm,maybe next time...after pmr ? -.-

really sorry py for making u wait to long on skype/oovoo !

didn't hav much time to be spending time with u nowadays :(

i really really miss the old times , where we didn't have much to worry about ,

and where we could talk to each other on the phone almost every night with no distractions ,

&hav hillariously random conversations together,

i wished for everyday to be like that,

but wishes don't always come true :/

&we just start to get older.

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i just don't know whats wrong with me nowadays ..

there's too much going on in my mind,

im not quiet sure about the choices im about to make,

i think ive had enough of it..im sorry i just have to let u go,

maybe id be better off alone,

or with her..

but im not sure if i should like you,

its a bad thing for you , not me,

you wouldn't want it anyways,so whats the point?

it wouldn't be an oh so perfect relationship you've always dreamed of,

and u never realized how much i care,

i tried & i tried ..but non seems to draw attraction of you towards me,

maybe they both of us were never meant to be together,

but heck,i don't even know if what i heard from people are true,

why can't there be a much simpler explanation,

rather than me listening to so many lies,

maybe i'll just wait till the right time comes ,

you guys might be right,

or wrong.

what should i do now? 

you except me to just play along with it ,

u think its as simple as that?

i don't want this,

i don't want HER,

just because of that little rumor & what makes u think i'll go for it?

i thought i could trust u guys..

but now i don't even know what/who to believe now .

im done with you people's lies , all of it .

just let me be.